Felt So Numb

I do cherish you each and everyday,
But I have the anxiety when you’re away.
I know you always deceive on me,
I’m crying and suffering on that, can’t you see?

I ignored being hurt,
Even though I don’t deserve.
I opened my eyes up to you, which I can’t regret.
“I LOVE YOU” from you is the word I won’t forget.

In every time you lied.
It does widen your pride.
I stood next to you through thin and thick,
Even though it makes me sick.

Why do I still love you?
After all the shit you put me through.
But I won’t take you back, it’s time for goodbye.
I gave everything, nevertheless you always lie.